[Saturday, January 15, 2005]

:-O AyOkO nA!!! O-:

hantoxic!!!!!!!!!!!

Papers:
1. Initial Database - 31 pages (napasa ko na)
2. Problem sheet - 5 pages (napasa ko na)
3. Nursing Care Plan - hindi ko pa napapass..siguradong marami na naman to..due on wednesday
4. Teaching Plan - hindi ko pa rin napapass..due on wednesday..
5. Reflection paper - 5 pages..due on monday..
6. and many more papers to come! Waaah!

Exams:
1. January 7 (friday) - N5-Pharmacology (shetness..forget about this exam!)
2. January 10 (monday) - N11 - Nursing Foundations II (lecture)
3. January 11 (tuesday) - N11- Nursing Foundations II (written lab)
4. January 13 (thursday) - N12 - Community Health Nursing (MCN)
5. January 15 (saturday-ngayon) - N11 - Nursing Foundations (practical lab)
6. and many more exams to come! Waaah!

Duty:
1. Every wednesday, 7am-12pm
2. Every thursday, 7am-12pm
3. Every friday, 7am-12pm
4. and many more clinical duties to come! Waaah!

gusto kong umiyak.. gusto kong magcollapse.. gusto kong itigil ang oras.. sa bilis ng pag-ikot ng mundo at sa dami ng dapat gawin, pati paghinga nakakalimutan ko na..

pag nagrarant ako sa friends ko about toxicity, lagi nilang sinasabi "ang dami mo namang ginagawa, natutulog ka pa ba?" sagot ko, "tulog? ano yun?"

nagsend sakin ng text message si dangell kagabi, sabi dun:
"it drives you crazy, it makes you mad..it makes you jealous, it makes you sad..it causes you sleepless nights, it even breaks your heart..Now come to think of it, is it healthy to FALL IN LOVE?"

sabi ko sa kanya, may sarili akong version niyan:
"it drives you crazy, it makes you mad..it causes you sleepless nights, it makes you sad..Now come to think of it.. is it healthy to be A NURSING STUDENT?"

ang ironic lang isipin na walang tinuturo samin ang mga prof namin kundi health promotion at wala kaming ginawa sa clients namin kundi maghealth teaching tas kami mismong mga nursing students ng UP ay not healthy?!

buti na lang it does not make me jealous and does not break my heart.. because i've had enough of those.. ayoko na talaga..

isang malaking GOODLUCK sa akin at sa mga kaklase ko..

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ang dami na ngang problema, umeepal pa to.. isang taong dapat na unang tumutulong sayo pag sobrang ayaw mo ng mabuhay, siya pa tong isa sa mga pinoproblema mo.. ang sakit sa ulo.. sakit sa puso.. duh, ang corny..

I miss my sleep.. so much.. i think i'll get some soon.. before i engage myself to making my seemingly endless papers.. adios..

the song i love at the moment:

If The Feeling Is Gone
by Kyla

If the feeling is gone
please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
and it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone

There is sadness in your smile
Though it try to conceal it
I can tell if the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone....

Stay...

~*O*~

(,") mAx (",) shed her cocoon at 3:25:00 PM
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